February 2012
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I faded from my everybody.
I honestly blame myself for this.I pushed everybody away and for that,I drifted apart from the ones I used to call friends.It sucks to look back at those friends and realize they used to be an important person in your life..
People be starting drama for no reason.
Like,I never even done anything to you and yet you have the nerve to just start something with me?Ugh,people these days..
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Maybe someday,we can fall in love and live happily...
You make no sense.
So let me get this straight.You are in a “happy relationship” with a nice guy.Been together for along time now and it seems like a “healthy relationship”,and yet.You hangout more with your guy best friend who obviously likes you than your own boyfriend?You are playing this lie off by saying “oh,my boyfriend needs to trust me”.But how can he when you hangout with...
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This fucking hurts.
How can you just sit there and watch me fall in love with you.I thought I was completely over you but after that one night of me and you.I gain butterflies again and you telling me that I still get to you..And how you still love me.I took that at heart and believed you.The feelings I thought were gone are rushing back and I just want to be with you..It sucks though because I forgot that you were...
It's just one of those sleepless nights.
So much on my mind right now..
Is this really for the better?
Do you really think leaving my life is going to make things better?Not being able to hear about you or talk to you in any way possible?Trying to forget someone like you who affected my life drastically?Do you really think this is the best way to go?..
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The feelings I said were gone never left..
I still have these indescribable feelings for you..
You've changed.
I don’t know wether this is a good thing or a bad thing..But the old you that I knew before is long gone.
She's like a sister to me.
If you ever hurt her in any way possible,I will never forgive you.
I always wanted to date a Vietnamese girl.
lol,I’m weird.
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It doesn't feel right.
I like you for who you are and I would love to be with you..But the thing is,when we hold hands..I feel nothing.When we hug,it feels so plain.I never expected this to happen.I thought that when we get through this,the butterflies that I haven’t felt in along time would come flying in my stomach,but right now it doesn’t seem like it.It doesn’t feel right being with you,and as much...
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Losing your virginity.
I was having a conversation with my friends about sex and how they lost their virginity.They were all surprised when I told them I was a virgin.They made it seem like it’s a big priority to lose it at this age.I know you guys may think it’s weird but to me,I seem pretty fine about it.I don’t know about you guys but I have morals and I’m just trying to save it for that...
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Watching the person you love fall for someone...
How much pain you have to endure when you see them happy with someone else.How you have to hide all the feelings you have towards them just so friendships wouldn’t be broken.How you have to try your best to move on because you know that this is the end..
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You have second thoughts about me?
We’ve only been “talking” for awhile.Ever since you told me you liked me also,we’ve been trying to figure out what we should do.You tell me let’s try this and see how things go..Not even a month past and you already think I’m not worth it?Things like this stops me from trying to find someone to be with..People like you are the reasons why I’m what I am...
So I'm guessing this is the part where I move on..
Maybe a relationship isn't my thing at the moment.
I’m just not able to maintain a healthy relationship.Every relationship I’ve been in lately lasted only about 3 months or less.We start off so perfect but go downhill in a split second.I’m tired of wasting my time on relationships when I know what’s going to happen in the end.I think it’s best that I should focus more on my main priorities like school,friends and...
What's wrong with a girl asking a guy first?
I’m tired of seeing guys always making the 1st move. Shit, sometimes the girl don’t even appreciate it. No, I wanna be the bigger person and step up my game and ask him 1st.
I still have a weak spot for you.
I don’t know if that’s a good thing or a bad thing.
It's just one of those nights..
lol,I hate when I’m in the mood and I try not to be in it,but then tumblr decides to become a porn site and shower me with all these unnecessary gifs..asdfghjkl.WHY TUMBLR,WHY.
I have this fantasy of falling in love with my...
It doesn’t have to be now or soon.Just maybe in the future I can finally call my best friend mine.
I'm glad you are in a relationship now.
Just promise me one thing..Don’t make your significant other your top priority and please don’t lose contact with me.
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I hate how we are slowly growing apart.
Day after day I feel like our strong friendship we have is slowly weakening and soon enough,my “best friend” will soon enough become a “stranger”..I don’t want that but at the same time you are giving me no choice.I try to hit you up and keep what we have left and you constantly push me away.I’m getting tired of being the one to keep our friendship going,you...
Today is one of those "IDGAF" days.
I’m just not feeling it today.Everybody seems to be irritating me at the moment.I just don’t really want to deal with anything today.
I'm tired of everyone and everything.
You haven't even heard my side of the story.
And you are already jumping into conclusion.
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I wonder how long you will last until you get...
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"You deserve better"
That phrase is such bullshit.I know why you said that.It’s not because you actually think they deserve better,but it’s because YOU found someone “better” and want them to move on from you just so you wouldn’t look like a bad guy.Heads up,you’ve been the bad guy from the start.
Let's take it nice and slow.
I don’t want to rush anything between us.
With every happy relationship,comes a painful...
3 simple words.
Fuck Valentines day.
I hate this day so much.Nothing is going my way.I had a Valentine but she forgot about me,I had to watch my friends with valentines be all cute and shit in front of me,I didn’t receive anything from anybody which normally wouldn’t affect me,but given the fact that even my single friends got stuff,it made me feel left out.I feel like shit,this day is full of...
I only say I'm ok because I don't want you to...
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I hate valentines day this year.
I was honestly getting tired of seeing all these couples with their huge stuffed animals,dozens of roses,and hearts in general.Being left out with nobody to spend it with.I mean,it shouldn’t be a big deal for me because it’s just a holiday.But seeing almost the entire school spending valentines day with someone,it made me feel left out..Ugh.
She doesn't notice me..
I don’t even think she knows I exist..
ohdamnleanne:
If I did die.. You’d never know. Life would still go on. You’d read and just keep scrolling down. Sure, you could miss me… Then it will just be ” oh you remember that one girl…” life goes on.
I can't hide these feelings forever.
At one point,it will come out..
So you follow me,then unfollow me because I didn't...
lol,ok.
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I never got to say that I love you..
It’s ok,it was for the best right?